December 2010
36 posts
I wish Enchanted by Tswift was my life story.
naive optimistic blog.
Blizzard
I fucking love blizzards. A lot. Like so much. I just want to go outside and walk around.
Wish I had a boyfriend to go outside and walk around with me in a blizzard blog.
To put this into perspective for some of you, i love blizzards the way pelin loves thunderstorms.
Yea.
guilty confession: I still play neopets…and enjoy it. Don’t judge.
52 Stories: that kind of beautiful... →
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(photo credit: “Good Morning Beautiful by soulofautumn87 via deviantart.com)
There’s this girl I know. She’s absolutely beautiful in all the ways that sometimes I yearn to be. She’s not too crazy, she’s kind of quiet, but people still like her. Guys like her. She looks like the kind of…
this makes me feel good about not going out and partying
Guilty confession: High school was the best four years of my life and I never wanted it to end.
But Christmas is/was lovely.
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Pelin
Hi. I don’t know if you’ll see this but I really hope you do. I’m so so so sorry. If you need a shoulder to cry on, well I’ve got two.
Love,
Marissa
So I set my alarm so I could wake up for that lunar eclipse tonight because I do want to see it….I just do not want to walk outside alone. So I think I shall try and watch it from my window. I hope that works. If not I will probably be forced to go outside. which will make me sad and afraid and lonely.
Wish I had a boyfriend to do this with me blog.
Coming home always makes me feel more optimisitic about life. I feel like I have gone back into the state I always used to be in of complete optimism and faith and that everything will work out. At college, when I’m not at home, that mentality is a lot harder to keep.
I think after I get my first boyfriend (assuming my life isn’t completely hopeless) if I am pretty serious about him...
small and proud
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small and proud!
this is a recent blog post on my favorite blog, MyFaultI’mFemale, regarding wedding dresses.
Thought it might be an interesting addition :)
This makes me so happy. This girl is my idol. just saying lol
Christmas Presents
Okay guys what do I get my sister for christmas. Apparently, according to Joelle, she got me something awesome so I need to get her something awesome but this girl is so hard to shop for.
Her interests are like soccer and sneakers.
But I know she is getting an ipod so maybe I will get her an itunes gift card, but that is pretty lame.
I could get her a vera bradley backpack. But I don’t...
So I need to try harder in college. As in study more. Because college is less work but more studying so I have to get on that. Yea.
I sense the beginnings of a new year’s resolution. Of course mine will probably also include a “talk more to boys” section.
Challenge....read if you want.
1. What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours?
I spent today reading. It was lovely and wonderful. If today was the last day of my life I would be pretty satisfied with my life. It’s been great so far and I would be sad about experiences that I have missed out on, but I would not regret how I lived my life. Not in the least.
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There are few places I love as much as home.
Just sayin Rihanna’s new song what’s my name or whatever makes me want to set her on fire and stand there and watch her burn.
makenzie nicole: iwillalwayscatchyou: You know how... →
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You know how people will ask “did you always know you wanted to do that?” and then people will tell stories of how they started riding before they knew how to walk or how they started singing at 3 and would put performances on for their stuffed animals.
I always wondered…
oh my god makenzie I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 thank...
makenzie nicole: iwillalwayscatchyou: You know how... →
iwillalwayscatchyou:
You know how people will ask “did you always know you wanted to do that?” and then people will tell stories of how they started riding before they knew how to walk or how they started singing at 3 and would put performances on for their stuffed animals.
I always wondered…
oh my god makenzie I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 thank you for always cheering me...
You know how people will ask “did you always know you wanted to do that?” and then people will tell stories of how they started riding before they knew how to walk or how they started singing at 3 and would put performances on for their stuffed animals.
I always wondered why it was that I never dreamt of anything like that. I never had a talent I wanted to pursue or some big career I...
So I just kind of realized this right now. I really like hearing guy’s sing. Like listening to all guy bands sing. I really enjoy it. This might sound weird but I really like the male voice. Like if I had to choose between being blind or deaf I would choose to be blind because the thought of not being able to hear music is horrifying as is the thought of never being able to hear my future...
I only have 16 hours of Pandora left for this month. That means I have listened to 24 hours worth of christmas music. That’s a whole day of christmas music.
That’s a tad ridiculous…just saying.
I’m feeling sad…and lonely.
I dislike feeling sad and lonely.
Why am I feeling sad and lonely? Oh yea, the world is mocking me in my boyfriendless state.
But I was not feeling sad and lonely before when I went shopping. In fact, I was quite happy because we were talking about housing and next year I am pretty much going to live with them. And I am super excited.
But now, I’m...
So my suite is having a Christmas party. We’ll see how this goes. If it ends up being annoying I can just like lock myself in my room and watch lipstick jungle or psych which is good. Yay for back up plans.
Of course drunk people are really fun to play with.
I’m officially back to normal because it’s been three days and every day I’ve just been happy. Just happy. Just like I used to be. :)
My Day
Though nothing remarkable happened, today was a wonderful day.
This morning there was a monsoon. The wind was ridiculous. I almost flew away with my umbrella a couple times. In the morning it was just rain but as the day progressed and it got colder the rain changed to hail and rain to snow. But when it changed to snow I was already in my dorm.
After my final class of the day was over I walked...